Pied Piper of Ponies
- Jan 20, 2018
Yeah, I was happy to see her. Uftaki is lovely. Don't worry, we can hang out soon too
I'm also hoping to see Tak soon as well.
I'm also hoping to see Tak soon as well.
Sounds like they've got some super exclusive clique thing going on. Obviously they don't value hard workers outside of their own little group. I'd tried to get assigned to another team if you could. Let's see how well they fare without you. I hate when people get tribal and leave others out. It's stinkin' rude.I think I’m going to be off the team.
Something strange is going on. They want to talk to me and it’s something negative. ‘Issues’
I will say this, I’ve never felt more devastated, humiliated and terrible as I do right now. I don’t understand how someone who tries as hard as I do to be a good person, to do the right thing to be supportive and team oriented keeps ending up with people treating me like I’m worthless and that I’m doing something wrong. I can’t even function right now and I just want to give up on everything. I know I shouldn’t even say these things online, but I don’t care and can’t see how anything could get worse.
And then there’s this immense guilt I have over my own misery. I know I should feel grateful for many things and my life could be worse. I could be dying or living in a country at war or have chronic illness. But, having nothing meaningful in your life, having disastrous relationships or no connection to people at all feels pretty darn bleak.
We may not be close by, but we've got your back.Thank you, ladies. It's nice to have someone in my corner. I've never been this low before and it's freaking me out. I've been near comatose lately with depression and I need to get out of it. I never needed a pep squad before, but I'm glad I have one now. I'm hoping my visit with my family will set me back on track.
This whole thing was kinda crazy. There’s no one I can really protest to, but a glimmer of light in this situation was that another team member was there taking notes and she’s solid. She already messaged me and asked if I wanted to talk. I think I’ll take her up in it. I want to know how many people are involved. I suspect it began with four people who I could name and it’s stemming from that mental health incident where we left that poor guy behind. They all started hating me because I called them out on their compassionless behaviour.Is there any way to protest these accusations and request an inquiry, Cactusflower? People shouldn't be allowed to make baseless statements without proof, it's slanderous. That being said, I just think your team is compromised of entitled people that believe their seniority gives them 'right' to whatever they want and you being new and capable threaten that. Many times a group will try to cast out someone who is more proficient than they are, just because that person makes them look bad in comparison, that's what I think is happening to you. It's wrong, and it makes me angry.
But I think the others could be right, perhaps it's a good opportunity to look at alternatives, and see what else might be of interest to you. You're smart and resourceful, I think you'd be up for any challenge.
I literally can’t wait!! Only thing is I now have bronchitis and have Monday off and will hopefully be feeling much better so we can go for coffee or something and talk life and ponies. Lol!This whole thing was kinda crazy. There’s no one I can really protest to, but a glimmer of light in this situation was that another team member was there taking notes and she’s solid. She already messaged me and asked if I wanted to talk. I think I’ll take her up in it. I want to know how many people are involved. I suspect it began with four people who I could name and it’s stemming from that mental health incident where we left that poor guy behind. They all started hating me because I called them out on their compassionless behaviour.
I’m pretty sure there are more than a few people on the team who have no idea what’s happening. Makes me think the gossip crap is only circulating among certain groups.
I’m gonna try not to think about this for awhile. I just spent my entire red eye flight to Toronto ruminating over this. I gotta get some sleep.
Hey, I have at least one thing to look forward to. I’ll soon see Skybreeze