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evilbunnyfoofoo said:
I know I have been scarce and I apologize. My life has been... hectic. Or hellish, your choice. And a bit ago we discovered the AC had leaked and ruined half the living room floor. It was under things so only when the couch started going THROUGH the floor did we see that Holy Cow we had a problem. So now Action Hank and I have had to replace the flooring. It's good in a way, I'm getting to teach him a lot, but the work is killing my hands. At least I'll get pretty new flooring so there's a bright side I guess. If it will just show up so we can install it and not have furniture piled all over. And now I have three kittens to bottlefeed. I have a foster cat that's nursing, but she has 7 kittens of her own and refuses to help me. Sigh. And the depression, always the stupid depression. I hate it so much because it makes me hate me. One day I will beat it.

I'm going to try really hard to show up every day, but so often I fail.
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You're not alone in that depression. Just look down and I'll wave. That's terrible about your floor. I'm surprised your homeowners or landlord isn't paying for it. My water heater damaged a small portion of the floor last year and the homeowners insurance paid to sand and refinish all the floors so that they'd still match. We had sub floor, walls, custom wainscotting, and the entire bathroom floor as well. Definitely less costly to pay the deductible. It didn't raise the rates much.

Anyway, if you ever need a hand to help you in that depression, there's always someone here.

@Ology *hugs* just remember that we value you and we're all here for you.

I'm tired of being injured. My shoulder is bad. I can't carry a 12oz can of soda the 20' from my kitchen to my living room. I'm worried I'll need surgery or that it will become another "nothing else we can do. Do physical therapy for life. If you don't want pain meds then that's all we can do. Learn to live with it." Or my favorite "maybe you just need your psych meds adjusted".
 
I wonder if you can buy a shopping cart? It'd make walking home from the grocery store so much easier.
 
Hmm. I can't log in to the arena. It says my username doesn't exist. o_O
 
Leave a Whisper said:
I wonder if you can buy a shopping cart? It'd make walking home from the grocery store so much easier.
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I've taken backpacks and wheeled suitcases. I haven't had a car since 2011. Since ********* is legal now, I can't use buses anymore. The smell triggers dissociative events because my ptsd.

The arena banned me.
 
Tak said:
I've taken backpacks and wheeled suitcases. I haven't had a car since 2011. Since ********* is legal now, I can't use buses anymore. The smell triggers dissociative events because my ptsd.

The arena banned me.
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Don't care much for buses myself.
 
Okay so I watched the movie, "The Sound." What a waste of good material. Come on people if you are going to make a film, have a good plot and with good story lines create a film that you can be mystified by not bored with. Spooky movies should be good and more information and history is what makes them better. Bits and pieces of junk is just not good film making. This was flat, and I was seriously disappointed in it.
 
Leave a Whisper said:
I wonder if you can buy a shopping cart? It'd make walking home from the grocery store so much easier.
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I bought one from a friend of mine for $20 and at came with a Macintosh SE, old dead IBM computer, a working old IBM monitor, a dead laser printer, and some other old computer stuff.
 
@Leave a Whisper
The Arena problem where it says you are not a member is a glitch in their system. It has been going on for months. I had to save a lot of people's profiles to my internet favorites, because the search member options are not good. If I forgot to add them as a friend I could not find them. Ify to work well and often tell you members don't exist lol. Its Murphy the Arena Ghost.

Also I will never subject myself to sitting on a bus. Panic attack city no way. My worst fear is they will break down, a creep will sit next to me and follow me home and Houston bus lines are so confusing it could easily take you 4 hours to get home if you get on one wrong bus. Nope and no way.


You know what I like to use, the fold up wagons they sell at walmart. Those things are wonderful. I can get all my groceries in the house at one time. There are no holes for things to fall through. You can fold them up take them in the car with you and use them for anything and everything. Best gift I ever got. I have a push cart and I just like the wagon so much better. I can't bend down into the cart anymore. The wagon I can manage better. Here is a picture of one. Mine was the 70.00 version. This just shows you what I am talking about. Mine also has a little carry bag thing, but I keep it folded up and in a corner so, I can take it out anytime I need it. My push cart came from Berings and it has held up well, it is not a little one though and the holes in it cause me to lose small things. They fall out. We used it for years until I noticed it was hurting me to try to pull things out of it. I have trouble with the washing machine too. So, now I have a laundry service. I can't do the laundry anymore.

https://www.walmart.com/ip/Ozark-Trail-Folding-Wagon/34109015
 
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@tulagirl I had a wagon when my girl was little so I could put her in it, too.
 
tulagirl said:
@Leave a Whisper
The Arena problem where it says you are not a member is a glitch in their system. It has been going on for months. I had to save a lot of people's profiles to my internet favorites, because the search member options are not good. If I forgot to add them as a friend I could not find them. Ify to work well and often tell you members don't exist lol. Its Murphy the Arena Ghost.

Also I will never subject myself to sitting on a bus. Panic attack city no way. My worst fear is they will break down, a creep will sit next to me and follow me home and Houston bus lines are so confusing it could easily take you 4 hours to get home if you get on one wrong bus. Nope and no way.


You know what I like to use, the fold up wagons they sell at walmart. Those things are wonderful. I can get all my groceries in the house at one time. There are no holes for things to fall through. You can fold them up take them in the car with you and use them for anything and everything. Best gift I ever got. I have a push cart and I just like the wagon so much better. I can't bend down into the cart anymore. The wagon I can manage better. Here is a picture of one. Mine was the 70.00 version. This just shows you what I am talking about. Mine also has a little carry bag thing, but I keep it folded up and in a corner so, I can take it out anytime I need it. My push cart came from Berings and it has held up well, it is not a little one though and the holes in it cause me to lose small things. They fall out. We used it for years until I noticed it was hurting me to try to pull things out of it. I have trouble with the washing machine too. So, now I have a laundry service. I can't do the laundry anymore.

https://www.walmart.com/ip/Ozark-Trail-Folding-Wagon/34109015
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Yeah, creepy people are why I stopped taking the bus. I just walk home.
 
Leave a Whisper said:
Yeah, creepy people are why I stopped taking the bus. I just walk home.
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Last time I walked the 3-4 blocks home from the hospital and doctor's office, I blacked out a ran head first into a lamppost on the way home. I could have walked into the street instead so it could have been worse. This was before I got my service dog.
 
I just heard about the Las Vegas shooting. What gets my goat are these people online saying it was a Hoax or Flash Flag. People died People were hurt. I hate it when they try and say it did not happen. Those poor people that died don't deserve this type of news They are gone and its like people call hoax and its like they never were there.

This killing in America just make me really sad. So is taking down all the statues and memorials. Also calling the Confederate flag a raciest thing kinda gets my goat. Not ever person who has one or lives in the South uses it for Racial things. Its a flag who meaning to most is just a symbol for history and show we came from the south.

I wish the world would grow up and stop acting like little kids who don't get there way on every issue that is put up.
 
Ology said:
I just heard about the Las Vegas shooting. What gets my goat are these people online saying it was a Hoax or Flash Flag. People died People were hurt. I hate it when they try and say it did not happen. Those poor people that died don't deserve this type of news They are gone and its like people call hoax and its like they never were there.

This killing in America just make me really sad. So is taking down all the statues and memorials. Also calling the Confederate flag a raciest thing kinda gets my goat. Not ever person who has one or lives in the South uses it for Racial things. Its a flag who meaning to most is just a symbol for history and show we came from the south.

I wish the world would grow up and stop acting like little kids who don't get there way on every issue that is put up.
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People are also getting their undergarments in a twist over how it was called a mass shooting and not a ********* attack. They say that because the man was caucasian, it was considered a mass shooting but if it was a person from another country/ religion it would be a ********* attack. That's not the point. It doesn't matter if the man was white or not, he killed and injured people. Race has nothing to do with it. Some people are always trying to bring race into things.

If 58+ people died and more than 300 people were injured, it's not a hoax. It's also disrespectful to call it that. The people who were killed are not apart of a hoax. I hope they don't try to say this was caused by a mental illness or something. There's gonna be someone who's gonna try to defend this by pleading with insanity or something. I also want to know what his motives were besides to kill. There's gotta be more to his plan than just that. People like him make the bile in my throat rise. Those poor people didn't deserve to die.
 
I agree; these are tough days for America. Things are not going well. It is sad to know what America was like when I was a child and seeing what it is like now. What a horrible loss for our youth. That theater shooting was a white guy too. I can't remember about the schools.
 
most school shooting have been white males I believe as well though there are some who are of Arabic and African decent I belive as well. A lot of the shootings in public school seem to be from the student body itself. Other are just crazy people who for some reason feel its justified to kill others for reason I still don't understand.
It really does not matter what skin color you are or gender or religion we all are Human we all eat sleep breath and live and die. The stuff in the middle what we do with our lives and people we know and such but the basic human traits are there and no one is better then anyone in that sense. I mean in the basic of living breathing dieing we all do it. Our blood is red no matter who cuts it and we all have hopes and dreams.

Maybe one day the world will wake up and we can get along for now its just touch and go. One reason I stay in the house and don't go out much beside health and mental thing is the world is just too crazy to be in.
 
tulagirl said:
I agree; these are tough days for America. Things are not going well. It is sad to know what America was like when I was a child and seeing what it is like now. What a horrible loss for our youth. That theater shooting was a white guy too. I can't remember about the schools.
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Columbine was done by two white boys.
 
My cousin lives in las Vegas. We were there where the shooting happened last time we visited. She's safe. Thankfully. At least 4 people died last I checked and they're asking for emergency blood donations. My cousin's a nurse.
 
Its just not right. As some one said if you want to shoot yourself fine but don't kill people in your crazy idea to do it. Its just all so not right. Those poor people.
 
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