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I had a bad dream about a rattlesnake that someone was selling and even though I verbally refused to hold it it was put in my hands and started growing and getting angry. Then it bit me and refused to stay in its tank. I was shockingly calm about it though and I even joked with the doctor about how dumb I was. This either means that I'm going to end up being talked into something stupid or that I'm gonna be forced to deal with a toxic situation and I need to keep my cool instead of blowing up/freaking out about it.
 
My sister last week found out she is pregnant again however she has been showing sign she might be miscarrying again. For those that don't know she lost a baby about 2 month ago. They were trying again.
 
Just had a nice lil chat with my cousin. We usually don't hang out much unless we're at a get together because he lives in a different state
 
Over recent years, I've noticed I can't watch gore anymore. I used to watch it like nothing, as a teenager and young adult... but over the past 7 years, my body physically freaks out if I watch something stressful or with too much gore...
I started freaking out last night when my spouse and I were watching Honest Trailers on YouTube of the Saw series... I freaked out and he had to shut it off

But one of the biggest examples is I watched the movie The Butterfly Effect a few years ago and I had a panic attack that lasted for about half a day...
 
Today I watched a woman load her purse up with perfumes at the store. She had her 6 maybe 7 year old daughter (well, I assume it was her daughter) with her and I admit, I was torn as to what to do. It was wrong that she was stealing (especially in front of achild), but did I want her busted in front of the poor little girl? What would happen to the poor kid? As I was struggling to come to a decision, the child began to cry and told the woman, "If you steal, you won't get anything from Santa." The woman, shame faced, put the bottles back. I was so relieved, because I would have had to alert security, to do nothing would have been wrong. I hope she never has to have a young girl tell her what is right again. Maybe this is a lesson she needed to learn.
 
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Today I watch a woman load her purse up with perfumes at the store. She had her 6 maybe 7 year old daughter (well, I assume it was her daughter) with her and I admit, I was torn as to what to do. It was wrong that she was stealing (especially in front of achild), but did I want her busted in front of the poor little girl? What would happen to the poor kid? As I was struggling to come to a decision, the child began to cry and told the woman, "If you steal, you won't get anything from Santa." The woman, shame faced, put the bottles back. I was so relieved, because I would have had to alert security, to do nothing would have been wrong. I hope she never has to have a young girl tell her what is right again. Maybe this is a lesson she needed to learn.
Awww! That little girl sure wanted her mom to get something from Santa XD

I wondered how Quackers will earn her cutie mark if she becomes a G4 XD
 
I've been quite stressed out lately even if there is nothing on my mind there usually is a lingering feeling of anxiety around but today I've been feeling fine perhaps because the internet is finally working enough for streaming hulu. Starting watching anime again which always inspires me to work out again lol! Let's see if Ill put my gym membership to good use.
 
Watching Final Fantasy XIII: Lightning Returns~ a Birthday present very much loved so far ^3^
....wow Lightning is in Reggae-colored clothes with a flaming hot pink giant sword... xDD lol omg why ARE THEY DOING THESE THINGS TO HER lol

...thinking how much I love my babes... ^///^ one of them being the black ponysona in my avatar.... :winkpony:

Hmmm.... Chocobo pony commissions. Prepping the bait for a pink Lightning Chocobo requested by customer. A pink chocobo, with Lightning's eyes and necklace pretty much, ffXIII style x.x ......so we'll have a Lightning pony, chocobo pony, and... a Lightning chocobo pony.

OH THE PARADOX

This customer keeps adding more and more and more to her order~ if she never stops, I wouldn't bat an eye
 
Yesterday I was riding with my friends horse and now my back hurts. I need more stretching and massage would not be bad either (but some reason I'm scared to go masseuse :O :D). I need to go again today evening so I need to get this back pain go away.. Sore muscles are pain in the butt....
Now I need to go shopping some winter clothes.. the winter is coming to Finland *bbrrrrrrrrrrr*
 
I can't stop crying about the death of Chespirito....:cry:

Trying to calm down and painting wouldn't be that bad :unsure:
 
Not looking forward to 4 hours of load shedding... today and tomorrow. :cry:
 
"Mmmm.... coffee...." >3>
 
The tree is up, the Christmas lists are sent, and the toddler is napping. Happy to have a moment of peace before my little one-man-tornado comes back out at full force.
 
Wondering how my aunts can be such witches. Trying to be a support system to my mommy without breaking down myself. At least I have ponies in my life to still make me smile & good friends on here. Feeling very worried & stressed. I have a scope coming up on Dec 9th. And the hubby has been seasonal laid off of work.
 
"Hmmm our apartment smells delicious. What is making that smell... might be the Christmas tree" o3o
 
Hope all will go well on the 9th, Syd! Sad your hubby got laid off though. Fooey.
 
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