Thinking about my aunt (whom I am very close to). She had a heart attack this afternoon and the doctors are looking into the possibility that it may be caused by cancer that spread, a side effect of he chemo and/or radiation or valve blockage. As awful as it sounds I’m hoping for a valve as it’s much easier for the doctors to treat. We’re hoping we will get some answers tomorrow or latest Monday. Then this morning my boyfriend’s parents found out they have a major gas leak in their home. So the fire department came to investigate it and found a hole in the pipes (the house is old and has original pipes still). So they’ve been evacuated from the house until it gets repaired. I’m also upset I missed the firemen. >:\ So with all this fun stress my anxiety went through the roof today (felt like I was having a heart attack at times). Then, the vision in my right eye got a lot worse - I haven’t told anyone because I don’t want to stress everyone out more. If it’s not any better after I take my pills tonight, I will have to go to the ER and probably get put on IV steroids again...and another MRI. Stress and MS do not mix at all. Ugh! I just need things and people in my life to get better so I can get better and go back to work. Geeze.