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Today I found out I will be having to leave my house that belong to my Great Uncle and Aunt. I have lived there just under 5 years and I have always gone over there when my relatives were alive.
I cant tell you how much I love my house and being away from my parents but the sad truth is we just cant keep up with it anymore.
My SSI battle is still going on and my health has been up and down. My depression and anxiety have been like a roller coaster and sometimes I feel scared not know what going to happen.
So probably by the end of summer I will be moving back into to my parents house. I don't know how this will work but its the only thing to do. My mom and dad are ok with my dog Diesel and my cat Jazz but my 1 year old kitten my have to leave me. She will probably go to my aunt but I don't know.
So I have more sorting and selling of stuff soon and I have to start the long sad process of cleaning out stuff I cant take with me.
I have been crying on and off today. I wish my life would stop with all these U turns anyway it feels good to at least type out my issues and all .
I also have to get back in with my blood doctor my levels are low and I might need A iron transfusion I am not sure. I have also got to go to a neurologist with regards to my headache and other probs. I have fallen in the last few months 3 or 4 times and hit my head hard. It was ok at first but now my headache are more often and I have had time where I black out or forget things.
So I am hoping once the is all over and all that this will be back to as normal as they can be.
Sorry for the rant just needed to get it out.
I cant tell you how much I love my house and being away from my parents but the sad truth is we just cant keep up with it anymore.
My SSI battle is still going on and my health has been up and down. My depression and anxiety have been like a roller coaster and sometimes I feel scared not know what going to happen.
So probably by the end of summer I will be moving back into to my parents house. I don't know how this will work but its the only thing to do. My mom and dad are ok with my dog Diesel and my cat Jazz but my 1 year old kitten my have to leave me. She will probably go to my aunt but I don't know.
So I have more sorting and selling of stuff soon and I have to start the long sad process of cleaning out stuff I cant take with me.
I have been crying on and off today. I wish my life would stop with all these U turns anyway it feels good to at least type out my issues and all .
I also have to get back in with my blood doctor my levels are low and I might need A iron transfusion I am not sure. I have also got to go to a neurologist with regards to my headache and other probs. I have fallen in the last few months 3 or 4 times and hit my head hard. It was ok at first but now my headache are more often and I have had time where I black out or forget things.
So I am hoping once the is all over and all that this will be back to as normal as they can be.
Sorry for the rant just needed to get it out.