In your own words, you told me what you're not.What I am is somebody who nearly worships the night, sees life and vitality in the crisp starlit air and the wildlife of the night. I'm not trying to describe what I like, but I think this should give you a good picture of who I am deep inside. I love pink, but like you said, that's probably not what I am. I'm probably a dark bluish purple or purplish blue representing the night with some sort of moonlit highlights in my mane and tail. This is just how I'm imagining myself as a pony right now.
Then you told me what you were. I not only listened, I tried to hear your inner self screaming to get out.
I hope you can hear it too.k: