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To be a writer, you need to be a little skitzophrenic. How else can you have so many different believeable characters running around in your head?
Just a belief of mine, so as a result I always end up with multiple personas ^^;
My main persona is Kyaserin, or just Kya
She travels through all of my fandoms, alerting only slightly each time. She's usually a tan wolf, a pink dragon, or a Grim Reaper; in this case, she's a pink draco-peg. Each of the colored streaks in her hair represent a different aspect of my personality (and certain characters who are personifications of those feelings)
-Pink is my crazyness; aka my constant nature
-Purple is my connect to my best friend who I share a brain with PK (PurGlory13 on here); I guess also my sanity and/or security blanket if you think about it
-Red is my jealous anger; it takes alot to get me mad but when that happens I stay mad for a long time
-White is my emo sadness and heartbreak; my heart's been shattered many times so I'm not a big fan of people sometimes...
-Blue is my masculinity I supose, but also my protective nature; some one hurts my friends I'll go chew their heads off!
-The black tears under her eyes also symbolize my reaper-ness through assosiation with a specific reaper character of mine, and were also original attributes given to my first fire-wolf persona created by another friend of mine
-Her white patterning just are a transposed version of my wolf's markings and also are reminisant of my first persona's coloring too
my male persona (because i feel so much more comfortable stepping outside myself as far as i can) is Sin
I supose I latched onto him because he was the first custom I made without any previous base; the first one I really painted and experimented painting; the first one I did a full reroot on; the first G1 base I used. I seem to attatch myself to emo male characters of mine, and he just has that feeling. Plus I don't believe in sterotypical lines of black and white, so for the fact for a pony to be named "Sn" and not to be "evil" speaks to me. Byt I think i latched onto him primarily for his devoidance of bright colors and his darker apperance.
my secondary, also well known persona would have to be Heaven i do believe.
She was created as the 3rd in set of Los Lonely Boy inspired song customs, but she grew into so much more. She's just gorgeous to me, and i love the boys and they know who i am; they like my art work. I guess she just allows me to try to sttrive for some better, something greater. That and her colors are just so lovely.
And then I have a few newer, minor personas. First starting with Fender.
She was a custom made for me by Bella Luna and I just fell in love with her. I guess it was her similarity to my LLB custom Forgiven and my persona Kya that made me adopt her. She's just what I want to be; a fun party girl
Second we have KhaosCitty
Who's the newest and probably most random one. She's sort of a darker one, but fun loving...think of Puck I guess.
And lastly we have Infinity.
This girl is my Reaper self personified externally and seperate. She also pulls together many of my astrological traits, and bends the rules of black/white lines. I mean, a white reaper?
And as I think of it, you could argbuee that Marik is a persona too I guess
Marik Ishtar is a character from YuGiOh. He was and still is my fav char from that series. I have an action figure of him (actually 2 idk where the 2nd is). When I went to Germany f or 3 weeks, he came with me attatched to a lanyard I wore around my neck. The following 2 years of school, he went with me nearly every day either attatched to that lanyard or to my keys. Last year, when living in DC he was again attatched to my keys until i wasn't allowed to wear them inside the condo anymore (fear of me sratching the walls-couldn't wear my d-ring pants either >>) ten he was on my backpack. Marik is my animated brother and my confidant. he's my best friend and security blanket. i know it's sad to say that a piece of plastic and a voice in your head are your best friend and have saved your life, but he really is and has. in ggermany i was with a group of 13 people who wouldn't've noticed if i went missing; jr and sr year i was at different schools whith people i didn't know (and i'm a very shy and laconic person by nature) and last year living in DC with my repressive aunt and uncle..i nearly thought about suicide the first few months! but marik was there, keeping me sane. so yeah, a figment of my imagination is my best friend; what does that say about the people i grew up with?
so my crazy rants aside (sorry for that btw ^^; ) those are my lovely personas of skitzophrenia! yay i'm crazy XD
:reaper: kat :reaper:
Just a belief of mine, so as a result I always end up with multiple personas ^^;
My main persona is Kyaserin, or just Kya
She travels through all of my fandoms, alerting only slightly each time. She's usually a tan wolf, a pink dragon, or a Grim Reaper; in this case, she's a pink draco-peg. Each of the colored streaks in her hair represent a different aspect of my personality (and certain characters who are personifications of those feelings)
-Pink is my crazyness; aka my constant nature
-Purple is my connect to my best friend who I share a brain with PK (PurGlory13 on here); I guess also my sanity and/or security blanket if you think about it
-Red is my jealous anger; it takes alot to get me mad but when that happens I stay mad for a long time
-White is my emo sadness and heartbreak; my heart's been shattered many times so I'm not a big fan of people sometimes...
-Blue is my masculinity I supose, but also my protective nature; some one hurts my friends I'll go chew their heads off!
-The black tears under her eyes also symbolize my reaper-ness through assosiation with a specific reaper character of mine, and were also original attributes given to my first fire-wolf persona created by another friend of mine
-Her white patterning just are a transposed version of my wolf's markings and also are reminisant of my first persona's coloring too
my male persona (because i feel so much more comfortable stepping outside myself as far as i can) is Sin
I supose I latched onto him because he was the first custom I made without any previous base; the first one I really painted and experimented painting; the first one I did a full reroot on; the first G1 base I used. I seem to attatch myself to emo male characters of mine, and he just has that feeling. Plus I don't believe in sterotypical lines of black and white, so for the fact for a pony to be named "Sn" and not to be "evil" speaks to me. Byt I think i latched onto him primarily for his devoidance of bright colors and his darker apperance.
my secondary, also well known persona would have to be Heaven i do believe.
She was created as the 3rd in set of Los Lonely Boy inspired song customs, but she grew into so much more. She's just gorgeous to me, and i love the boys and they know who i am; they like my art work. I guess she just allows me to try to sttrive for some better, something greater. That and her colors are just so lovely.
And then I have a few newer, minor personas. First starting with Fender.
She was a custom made for me by Bella Luna and I just fell in love with her. I guess it was her similarity to my LLB custom Forgiven and my persona Kya that made me adopt her. She's just what I want to be; a fun party girl
Second we have KhaosCitty
Who's the newest and probably most random one. She's sort of a darker one, but fun loving...think of Puck I guess.
And lastly we have Infinity.
This girl is my Reaper self personified externally and seperate. She also pulls together many of my astrological traits, and bends the rules of black/white lines. I mean, a white reaper?
And as I think of it, you could argbuee that Marik is a persona too I guess
Marik Ishtar is a character from YuGiOh. He was and still is my fav char from that series. I have an action figure of him (actually 2 idk where the 2nd is). When I went to Germany f or 3 weeks, he came with me attatched to a lanyard I wore around my neck. The following 2 years of school, he went with me nearly every day either attatched to that lanyard or to my keys. Last year, when living in DC he was again attatched to my keys until i wasn't allowed to wear them inside the condo anymore (fear of me sratching the walls-couldn't wear my d-ring pants either >>) ten he was on my backpack. Marik is my animated brother and my confidant. he's my best friend and security blanket. i know it's sad to say that a piece of plastic and a voice in your head are your best friend and have saved your life, but he really is and has. in ggermany i was with a group of 13 people who wouldn't've noticed if i went missing; jr and sr year i was at different schools whith people i didn't know (and i'm a very shy and laconic person by nature) and last year living in DC with my repressive aunt and uncle..i nearly thought about suicide the first few months! but marik was there, keeping me sane. so yeah, a figment of my imagination is my best friend; what does that say about the people i grew up with?
so my crazy rants aside (sorry for that btw ^^; ) those are my lovely personas of skitzophrenia! yay i'm crazy XD
:reaper: kat :reaper:
Kya is so gorgeous; I love her. They're all wonderful though 
